Went to Kayak Point today. It's beautiful. there was a herd of buffalo in someone's yard on the Indian reservation! They're like 5 min. from the house! I wanted to get out and touch one. When we got there, I ran around the trails, walked along the waterfront, and climbed on the elastic climbing apparatus in the playground, which was so much fun--I want one!
Sandy Denny
You have to wait five min. for it, but it's worth it. Sandy Denny's In Memory.
Try and find something as nostalgic as this, you won't though. It's the New year, and I am looking inward as this is the start, so I let go of all that I don't need this coming year. this song is sooo moving. I hearby let go of anything in my past I gotta get rid of. (real emo from the sixties, boys & girls...)
Sandy Denny -- Fhir a Bhata / In Memory
Lyrics: Fhir a Bhata (In Gealic)
Fhir a' bhàta, 's na ho ro eile
Fhir a' bhàta, 's na ho ro eile
Fhir a' bhàta, 's na ho ro eile
Mo shoraidh slàn leat
'S gach àit' an tèid thu.
'S tric mi sealltinn o'n chnoc a's àirde,
Feuch am faic mi fear a' bhàta,
An tig thu an-diugh, no'n tig thu a-màireach,
'S mur tig thu idir gur truagh a tha mi.
Tha mo chridhe-sa briste, brùite
'S tric na deòir a' ruith o'm shùilean.
An tig thu a-nochd, no am bi mo dhùil riut,
No'n dùin mi'n dorus le osna thùrsaich?
Lyrics: In Memory
I hear the sighing of the wind
Like a murmur of regret
And as I close my eyes
I see a face I will never forget
I see you running with the dawn
But that was many years ago
When you had seen the tender years
The only years you were to know
I knew a time when you and I
Ran through trees of green and gold
And gazed at clouds of feather grey
I never dreamt we would ever grow old.
But time has passed, my mind will dim
The hands will turn away my days
But you remain a timeless smile
Who'd just begun life's tangled ways.
January 2, 2008
How clean is your house?
Today I cleansed the house of all old possesions. When I moved back here last summer and saw that all my 'stuff' fit into two big boxes, i was amazed. But then I came back and saw I had alot more. Now it fits into one SMALL box. I got rid of all my old books, movies, journals, and computer files that just build up... I used to run a fansite, so I had over 2000 pictures of a certain celebrity... Oh my gosh. I got rid of it all in one fell swoop--delete file. I had a pang of regret. Not to mention the actual tears in giving away my broken violin. I had to trash it--it was completely unplayable. I felt like giving away a musical intrument is like giving away music. Don't even play violin. I gave away my flute and jupiter clarinet. Still can't talk about it--get too choked up... One day the buffet-crampon will have to go--too many memories associated with that one, though. Still can hear the music...
Quit my job two days ago--Dec. 31st, the last day of teh year. My last ever ever day working in retail. Two years ago I worked in the largest grossing Wal-mart in the country during Christmas season--in laungerie! Well, I wasn't wearing it, I was selling it to anorexic 60 year olds... I've had enough forever!!!
Today I'm taking care of the things that need to be done. Gotta go to Seattle tommorrow (on the bus) so that'll take all day, and I'm leaving the day after. Among many many other things, I'm listening to David Wilcock's latest video--Project Camelot. I don't know what he's pratling on about--I guess with him it's 'the usual'--time travel, micro-wormholes, space aliens, and the like. He's kinda cute. Cayce-y.
Anastasia
I haven't even read the first book yet, but it's already my favourite. I've read a few things online, and so far I'm just totally blown away by eveything she has to say. I'll explain more later--let me read it first:)
Wow. The face on mars, is our future? How do you get away with bypassing the laws of physics? What about the speed of light, and all that? I have no idea what they're talking about--not really listening--trying to download music onto my insignia thingy, sign up for stuff for this summer... It's already 11:00 @ night! I have to get up in th' morning! ? Ping-pong with an Et...
Was that Moontruth video for reals, yo?
Source: DivineCosmos.com
January 4, 2008
i think I've done it. Feilds of Gold by Stung. Even more nostalgic than In Memory. "Feel her body rise, when you kiss her mouth, upon the fields of gold"--it's the only line I know:) this song is my Desparado...
Sucks in The City
I don't really like Seattle. It's just too... busy, noisy, dirty, souless, filthy, crazy, and the like. I just spent the whole day there. I spend three hours going 45 mintutes away on the bus becuase of the traffic, I was an hour late, and then had five buses pass me a the stop in the other direction and I got on two wrong buses on the way back to the city centre from the industrial dis. I finally walked along the Space Needle Blvd thingy, got to Denny way, and eventually made it to 4th and Pike. Then I got lost looking for the bus stop home. I found out it was a hour's wait. I cried and I cried, I'm not kidding. I'm talking about it's ten o'clock at night, I haven't slept, barley eaten anything, and now I have to go home and pack with duffel bags I have to go buy at wal-mart, and get BACK to Seattle the 'next day' at 4:30am, flying to a place I've never been for a long time. I dont' like the city! It's a sad place. I did cry, really. Nobody noticed. Nobody even looked up. That's what I don't care for about cities. I gave a guy a dollar, and these other guys started teasing me about it. I saw the same guy that played the trumpet in the square during x-mas, walking out a door with a trumpet case. That guy was hott, and talented. you live around here?
After I started crying, I tried to find a place to really let it out, and got to a mall. I never found the bathrooms, went out the back door and got lost again. the bus was five minutes late showing up. It felt like -- torture. That city is unbearable, the noises, the smells, the people!!! I had one car stalling at the bus stop for TEN minutes, really people. The city really got to me. Walking around that mall, and walking to the bustop even before I came to the city, I think I had a panic attack. I just couldn't breathe for a few minutes. My throat closed up.
Needless to say, I can't ever live anywhere near a city.
Bye bye for awhile
I'm going to be a fish processor in Alaska. Oh, yeah, you're jelous... I'm on the Arctic Star. I ship out at 4:30 in the morning. I come back a the end of May, so 5 months. I might make alot, I make not, next year, it's the big money. Polluck. 3 1/2 words: McDonald's Fish O' Filet.
When I come back I will take my parents car (hehe) and go around the country. I'll doing the Yellowstone camping thing, Master's Conclave in Montana, Burning Man, A Vippassana Meditation Retreat and Dhamma Service, and the Raw Spirit Festival in Sedona. Hey, come with.
i'm going to enjoy fish processing a whole lot more than shoe selling!
